So last Friday I decided to take a shot at 100NL, my bankroll is a little light for this jump, but I figured if I allow myself a stop loss of four buy-ins it would be fine. So on Friday night after getting junior to bed and eating some food I settled down for my shot at glory. I had this uncomfortable feeling in my stomach, and I felt a little clammy, best not to play if I am under the weather, so I put the laptop down, “I’ll play tomorrow” I said to myself.
Saturday I was really busy, all day and all evening, I just kept finding things to do. My laptop was glaring at me, it could feel my discomfort, and I could feel its beady little LEDs boring a hole in the back of my head. Somehow I kept finding things that stopped me logging on.
I arose early on Sunday, surely I could steal a few hours and get this show on the road. I settled down with a coffee and wouldn’t you know it, from upstairs rang the shout “Daddy, Daddy, I’m awake!" That put the kibosh on that then.
It all became clear to me as I was heading home from work on Monday. I keep finding excuses to not play.
I think I might be a bit scared.
In fact I’m sure of it.
I’ll keep you posted.